Post by leahclearwater on Jun 13, 2010 10:51:11 GMT -5
Leah
[/font] Ziva Clearwater*[/SIZE][/font]You don´t die of a broken heart, you only wish you did!
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you know the one thing you're fighting to hold *[/font][/SIZE]
(your details)
so hello there the name's Rachel and i have been rocking it on this earth for Nineteen years.
i have been running with the vampires for three to four years you might also
know me as N/A.. you can contact me at PM.
and this is one of my master pieces:
RP SAMPLE HERE
It was the middle of the night as Leah woke up. Her heart still beating fast from the nightmare she just had. Still breathless she pushed back a strand of her dark hair, where it belonged. She could feel that she was sweaty. Closing her eyes for only a second, taking a calming breath she reminded herself that it had been just a dream. When she turned towards her bedside table and looked at the clock, a sigh escaped her lips. It was shortly after midnight and she was already awake. She laid back in her bed again, trying to shake off all her thoughts. To herself she thought, that she could be happy for having at least a few hours of sleep. The whole beeing a werewolf thing messed with her sleep and with her dreams. After all her day was always the same, she got up for the patrols, which she did the whole day. Then after she was finished with it, the Pack had nearly every day something to discuss about, what meant it became later. Then she searched for a place to sleep or got home, when Jake told them to. Followed by getting up at around midnight again for a new patrol.
After a moment laying on her bed she gave up. Leah rolled out of her bed. Silently to not make any noise that could wake her mother. She wasn´t sure if Seth was around to but, she didn´t believed it. Fastly she looked around her room for a few clothes, which she found really fastly. So she changed into a pair of jeans, a white top, and her black leather jackett. She got a pair of shoes and put them on. Fastly she grabbed a hairbrush and pulled it through her hair a few times. Until they didn´t looked like a haystack anymore. Silently not making a sound she got her window and opened it. Leah looked from her window down to the ground. A moment she didn´t feel awake enough for such a jump, but then she pushed that thought aside and jumped. With a silent dull sound she landed with her feet on the ground. Looking back at the house again, she was happy to see that no lights had went on inside, what would mean her mother had noticed she had disappeared.
Aimelessly she started to walk through the streets of La Push. Watching the streets in the pale light of the moon and stars, let everything appear different to her. Not that Leah was afraid of darkness, if she was honest she even liked the night. She loved the quietness and peacefullness that was everywhere around her when it was dark. She noticed that the cold air that was pulling on her hair and clothes, was quiet comfortable to her. After she all she was a werewolf what meant her body temperature, which was already higher then any humans, cooled down a bit after her restless sleep. It was calming to be outside and to take a walk, at least for Leah. Whenever she wanted to get away from everything, she just needed a walk and a chance to let her thoughts free. Now she was on her way through the main street, which wasn´t a really big street. After all La Push was just a little reservation, beside the small town of Forks.
A grin appeared on her face as she got an idea. So she started to run. After all her title fastest wasn´t coming from nowhere, it meant she had to train to keep her record. So she continued her way through town, until she reached a few parking lots, which were a bit farer away from the city. They were right next to the beach, there Leah stopped unsure where to go next. But before she had really thought about it, she was on her way down the small stairs to the beach. As she felt the sand under her feet, she sighed in relieve, here she felt free from everything. Leah walked along the beach, she wanted to get to a place a bit away from the beginning of the beach. The beach was so different to most other places, Leah thought. The air smelled salty, the waves coming to the beach and the constant moving of the water was to hear. As a child Leah had spent nearly every day at the beach, she had played here for hours, but that had been a long time ago, she thought.
For a moment she whished she would have taken her swimming things with her. It might have been soothing to do some swimming. But in the next moment she thought that it was probably better she hadn´t, cause now that it was dark the water had to be ice cold. So she simply continued her way along the beach. While she walked she wondered what the others of her Pack were doing right now. Sure a few of them were running patrols, but the others were probably at home laying in their beds. A moment later Leah thought about what time it was by now, but she had not taken her watch with her and there was no sign of a sunrise on the horizon. What meant she probably hadn´t needed so long for her walk as she had thought. Leah now reached her favourite place on the beach. It was far away from the place where all the tourists normally were. It was a small bay which was hidden behind a few huge rocks. There she sat down to the sandy ground and tucked up her legs. Watching the waves, which were glittering in the moonshine, rolling to the beach.
After a moment laying on her bed she gave up. Leah rolled out of her bed. Silently to not make any noise that could wake her mother. She wasn´t sure if Seth was around to but, she didn´t believed it. Fastly she looked around her room for a few clothes, which she found really fastly. So she changed into a pair of jeans, a white top, and her black leather jackett. She got a pair of shoes and put them on. Fastly she grabbed a hairbrush and pulled it through her hair a few times. Until they didn´t looked like a haystack anymore. Silently not making a sound she got her window and opened it. Leah looked from her window down to the ground. A moment she didn´t feel awake enough for such a jump, but then she pushed that thought aside and jumped. With a silent dull sound she landed with her feet on the ground. Looking back at the house again, she was happy to see that no lights had went on inside, what would mean her mother had noticed she had disappeared.
Aimelessly she started to walk through the streets of La Push. Watching the streets in the pale light of the moon and stars, let everything appear different to her. Not that Leah was afraid of darkness, if she was honest she even liked the night. She loved the quietness and peacefullness that was everywhere around her when it was dark. She noticed that the cold air that was pulling on her hair and clothes, was quiet comfortable to her. After she all she was a werewolf what meant her body temperature, which was already higher then any humans, cooled down a bit after her restless sleep. It was calming to be outside and to take a walk, at least for Leah. Whenever she wanted to get away from everything, she just needed a walk and a chance to let her thoughts free. Now she was on her way through the main street, which wasn´t a really big street. After all La Push was just a little reservation, beside the small town of Forks.
A grin appeared on her face as she got an idea. So she started to run. After all her title fastest wasn´t coming from nowhere, it meant she had to train to keep her record. So she continued her way through town, until she reached a few parking lots, which were a bit farer away from the city. They were right next to the beach, there Leah stopped unsure where to go next. But before she had really thought about it, she was on her way down the small stairs to the beach. As she felt the sand under her feet, she sighed in relieve, here she felt free from everything. Leah walked along the beach, she wanted to get to a place a bit away from the beginning of the beach. The beach was so different to most other places, Leah thought. The air smelled salty, the waves coming to the beach and the constant moving of the water was to hear. As a child Leah had spent nearly every day at the beach, she had played here for hours, but that had been a long time ago, she thought.
For a moment she whished she would have taken her swimming things with her. It might have been soothing to do some swimming. But in the next moment she thought that it was probably better she hadn´t, cause now that it was dark the water had to be ice cold. So she simply continued her way along the beach. While she walked she wondered what the others of her Pack were doing right now. Sure a few of them were running patrols, but the others were probably at home laying in their beds. A moment later Leah thought about what time it was by now, but she had not taken her watch with her and there was no sign of a sunrise on the horizon. What meant she probably hadn´t needed so long for her walk as she had thought. Leah now reached her favourite place on the beach. It was far away from the place where all the tourists normally were. It was a small bay which was hidden behind a few huge rocks. There she sat down to the sandy ground and tucked up her legs. Watching the waves, which were glittering in the moonshine, rolling to the beach.
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will be the one thing you've got to let go *[/font][/SIZE]
(the character)[/center]
full name: Leah Ziva Clearwater
age: twenty
date of birth: 2nd of June
hometown: La Push, Washington
species: Werewolf
ability:
- Telepathy with the Pack
- Advanced Healing
- Senses
- Endurance
- Durability
- Strength.
diet: N/A.
playby: Cote de Pablo
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and when you feel the wall cannot be burned *
[/font][/SIZE](the quirks)[/center]
likes & dislikes:
Likes:
- Beeing a Werewolf
- Her Mother
- Seth
- Running
- Her Sarcasm
- Teasing Others
- Beeing part of Jacobs Pack
- Protecting other people
Dislikes:
- Sam
- Vampires
- Her Bad Memories
- Her Fathers death
- When someone wants to hurt her family
- Eating raw
- When the others peek when she is phasing
strengths & weaknesses:
Strengths:
- Has a strong personality
- She has her own head
- Her Sarcasm
- Cunning
- Beeing the Fastest of the Pack
- Loyal
- Clever
Weaknesses:
- Her family getting hurt
- Sam and Emily
- Her Broken Heart
- Her Bad Memories
- Stubborn
- Temper
personality:
Leah is the only female werewolf in the pack, so she often has to prove herself. That makes her stronger. But back in her childhood she was different, back in time Leah used to be a sweet and nice girl. She used to have a lot of friends and was kind of popular. But there were a few events in her life that changed her. Firstly she changed after Sam Uley her boyfriend, suddenly was at first gone and as he returned he suddenly fell for Leahs cousin Emily Young. That broke Leahs heart, so she build a huge wall around her heart. Her next life changing moment was the death of her father. Leah blamed herself for it, she thought that her fathers heart attack was her fault, because it happened shortly after Leah had told him she was a werewolf. Even through her mother told her it wasn´t her fault she didn´t believe her. That all let her become cold and sarcastic. She learned that she had to protect herself from pain. So she always fears to let someone in her heart.
Also Leah loves to tease her other Pack members. She makes them for example remeber stories, they would rather forget. But Leah is a really clever young woman, she often notices things before others do it. Also even through she dislikes beeing in the other wolves head and hearing their thoughts, she is completely loyal and would never betray her Pack. Through her change she lost a lot of friends and so mostly stays with her family and her Pack. She trusts them as much as she can. But also it isn´t so easy for her because of hearing Sams thought, who she really dislikes now. Another thing Leah is proud of is her honesty. Leah tells everyone the truth even if it hurts that other persons feelings and she expects others to tell her the truth as well. Most of the time she can handle the truth, because there is nearly nothing she hasn´t heared about herself. But Leah doesn´t mind what others think of her. She likes to have a strong personality and beeing sarcastic, that is after all what others made her become.
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you're gonna die to try what can't be done *
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mother: Sue Clearwater
father: Harry Clearwater
siblings: Seth Clearwater
other family: Emily Young (cousin), Claire Young (second cousin)
the history:
Leah had the normal childhood for a girl growing up on the reservation. Played in the woods, the beach, went to school, and watched the-oh-so-pretty-boys grew to men. When Leah got into High School, she found one man she could spend the rest of her life with. Sam Uley. He was everything she wanted. Leah was happy. Then came the changes. Sam disappeared for two weeks, and left Leah and his friends and family frantic and worried. Finally Sam came home. Leah was so happy, so relived and....hurt... Sam was not normal. He was withdrawn and keeping to many secrets. Too many lies came between them. Leah, however, stayed beside him, prepared to deal with anything and everything in order to have Sam. Her best friend, and family member Emily, came to visit and it was that event that would start Leah's spiral downfall. Sam left her for Emily. It was easy to see how happy they were together. But it broke Leahs heart.
Leah gritted her teeth and put on a brave face. When Emily asked her to be a bridesmaid Leah said yes, but the bitterness started. It would not be until the day her own change came that Leah would understand. Imprinting, changing....and mind links. It was hard. It hurt to see herself though all the guy's eyes. The pity. Sam's pity and guilt. It often made her lash out at them. Thinking of things to make them hurt. Glad they hurt and stopped thinking of her. She made herself become the worst thing that the Pack has to deal with. When her Father learned of her change, it gave him a heart attack and that probably was what killed him. It only made her more bitter. Harder. Colder. Things got worse when her brother Seth joined the pack days later. Anger at his lost of a 'innocent childhood' as well as her own life would push her to be even worse. When Isabella Swan came to Forks, Leah disliked her from the beginning, because she started to become friends with Jacob, what Leah really disliked.
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Gonna stay stay out but you don't care *
[/font][/SIZE](the credit)
so this short application was made by ; drunken waltz of CAUTION 2.0.
lyrics are from Spotlight by Mute Math which is from the Twilight soundtrack.
please don't remove the credit, otherwise i might be tempted to chop your fingers
off or i may just bury you under the floarboards......kidding, but yeah i'm serious
about the removing credit bit, it stays where it is. this app form was made for a
twilight rpg hence the twilight lyrics, but i guess you could use it for any other type
of vampire/supernatural RPG. a link back to where you're using it would be nice.
cheers, and enjoy.
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